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Teresa A. Phipps

walking at night

Now that she is old,

the young men don't approach her

so the nights are free,

the streets at dusk that were so dangerous

have become as safe as the meadow.

By midnight, the town's quiet.

Moonlight reflects off the stone walls;

on the pavement, you can hear the nervous sounds

of the men rushing home to their wives and mothers; this late,

the doors are locked, the windows darkened.

When they pass, they don't notice her.

She's like a dry blade of grass in a field of grasses.

So her eyes that used never to leave the ground

are free now to go where they like.

When she's tired of the streets, in good weather she walks

in the fields where the town ends.

Sometimes, in summer, she goes as far as the river.

The young people used to gather not far from here

but now the river's grown shallow from lack of rain, so

the bank's deserted—

There were picnics then.

The boys and girls eventually paired off;

after a while, they made their way into the woods

where it's always twilight—

The woods would be empty now—

the naked bodies have found other places to hide.

In the river, there's just enough water for the night sky

to make patterns against the gray stones. The moon's bright,

one stone among many others. And the wind rises;

it blows the small trees that grow at the river's edge.

When you look at a body you see a history.

Once that body isn't seen anymore,

the story it tried to tell gets lost—

On nights like this, she'll walk as far as the bridge

before she turns back.

Everything still smells of summer.

And her body begins to seem again the body she had as a young woman, glistening under the light summer clothing.

solitude

It's very dark today; through the rain,

the mountain isn't visible. The only sound

is rain, driving life underground.

And with the rain, cold comes.

There will be no moon tonight, no stars.

The wind rose at night;

all morning it lashed against the wheat—

at noon it ended. But the storm went on,

soaking the dry fields, then flooding them—

The earth has vanished.

There's nothing to see, only the rain

gleaming against the dark windows.

This is the resting place, where nothing moves—

Now we return to what we were,

animals living in darkness

without language or vision—

Nothing proves I'm alive.

There is only the rain, the rain is endless.

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