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Teresa A. Phipps

mother and child

We're all dreamers; we don't know who we are.

Some machine made us; machine of the world, the constricting family.

Then back to the world, polished by soft whips.

We dream; we don't remember.

Machine of the family: dark fur, forests of the mother's body.

Machine of the mother: white city inside her.

And before that: earth and water.

Moss between rocks, pieces of leaves and grass.

And before, cells in a great darkness.

And before that, the veiled world.

This is why you were born: to silence me.

Cells of my mother and father, it is your turn

to be pivotal, to be the masterpiece.

I improvised; I never remembered.

Now it's your turn to be driven;

you're the one who demands to know:

Why do I suffer? Why am I ignorant?

Cells in a great darkness. Some machine made us;

it is your turn to address it, to go back asking

what am I for? What am I for?

island

The curtains parted. Light

coming in. Moonlight, then sunlight.

Not changing because time was passing

but because the one moment had many aspects.

White lisianthus in a chipped vase.

Sound of the wind. Sound

of lapping water. And hours passing, the white sails

luminous, the boat rocking at anchor.

Motion not yet channeled in time.

The curtains shifting or stirring; the moment

shimmering, a hand moving

backward, then forward. Silence. And then

one word, a name. And then another word:

again, again. And time

salvaged, like a pulse between

stillness and change. Late afternoon. The soon to be lost

becoming memory; the mind closing around it. The room

claimed again, as a possession. Sunlight,

then moonlight. The eyes glazed over with tears.

And then the moon fading, the white sails flexing.

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